Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition often start with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts propose bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
National guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a